Tuesday, 15 January 2013

CHAPTER22

after my angel 5l9
mama told me: 5la y6l3 hwa

me: weshu y6l3 hwaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!

mama: hatyyy allah ystr 3lek

she took my baby then istw3bt enh y6l3 hwa means to let him burp

majeed: wajoody.. do you think you'll catch up with things ba3ad ur 40!

me: ill get it from mama,, hopefully 

they laughed then mama handed majeed our angle

majeed: la mama ma3rf ashela

me: omg majeed ma shlta

majeed: la 5ayf

me: 5waf

majeed: 6al3lk

mama: bs haw mnagr.. t3al yumma ki4a shela

he carried him and kissed him

ccccuuuttteee
my own cute family...<3 الله يحفظكم

mama: 7bebey wajd mnteb t3bana?


actually im super t3bana and mkan l.3mleya its killing me cause it wasnt 6be3y
but yes
i swear when i saw my baby i just frogot the pain


me: la mama bjls

majeed gave mama faris

majeed: wllah la2 weshu tjlseen shayfa wjhik kaif a9fr

me: 7yatii please

mama: ana bklm l.nurse ta54a a9ln

me: la mama weshu 5la hina ma bnam ana

mama: noway lazm yrou7

me: 6b bjls m3 majeed

mama:majeed ray7 a9ln ana bjls
majeed: la wllaah mama ma brou7 w atrkha.. enty ry7e shwy w t3ale

mama: ajal 5la9 yumma brou7 len ashouf l.rjal 7g l.zena w l.9'yafa w l.9baba w brj3lkm

majeed: eeh 5alty w e4a tgdreen tmrenly l.bet ma 3lek amr w tjebenly shwy ashya2

mama: 5la9 men 3youni, wajd namy a9ln ma7dbjek gbl l.m3'reb ana mklmat'hom
w majeed ent gm l.3'rfa l.thanya w nam hnak

and she said her goodbyes and left the room


majeed came closer and placed a kiss on my cheek

majeed: shfty wldna shkther 7lu

me: allah y7f6'ah 7beeby

majeed: namy wajd shklik t3ban

me: t3al jnby

majeed: wllah magdr 7beebty 3shan b6nik

me: uff 6ieb 7yatii

majeed: t9b7een 3la 5air ya ajmal om

i just blush and laughed



and once my head touched the pillow nmmmmttt





























at 5:30pm i woke up

lama/hanouf/mama maha/mama hanouf/amjad/seeta/salma/rama and reem
came out from the nowhere

and they start hugging me bldoor


the room was full of white and blue balloons and ribbons w zeena ktheer
l.sgf w l.jdran w l.9'yafa w sharshaf l.sreer
klshyyy
every single thing tt5uylona







but

sadly
pain was killing me
i cant take it

i rreaaallyy cant talk

me: mama...

mamaa: smy 7beebty weshfek

me: wen majeed

mama: nzl yjebla akil ma akal


fj2a i started to cry

mama: shfeek ya glbbyy

me: mama 2lm 2lm ma at7ml ytg63 mkanl.5y6a

mama rahaf to mama maha: y7belha 3ade l.8y9ry ki4a

mama: smellah 3lek 3ade ya mama t7mly l.7een yjebonlk mhd2 alm


5mnts later the nurse came and she asked them to go ll3'rfa l.thanya
i took the pills she gave me

w rj3t rasy 3l m5da and i closed my eyes

mama rahaf and mama maha kanu m3y

a mnt later majeed came in

once i noticed him ft7t 3youni

majeed: shfeehaaa shfeek ya 3umry

me: y3wrny at2lm majeed

majeed; 7yati namy ya 3umry

i closed me eyes while he was sitteng 3la 6rf l.sreer w 7a6 ydh 3la l.3mliya w ygra 8ur2an

30 mnts later the pain is gone l.7mdillah w klhm bel3'rfa elle yakl w elle y9wr
w 7ousa


majeed came with my baby bed

klhm n6u yt'hawshoun men ysheel

me: bshweesh

majeed: hheey bsmellah ya bgr


lama hanouf salma amjad beldoor ytnagl benhm

then mama maha shalita shwy

then mama rahaf

and she gave it to me

mama: smy

me: bsmillaah
and i took my baby then mama helped me l2ny nseet :$

76t 3ly sharshaf cause fe kl a7d and my baby started to take his milk :$

amjad:shftyy zenat bra w l.3'rfa l.thanya

me: la2 ashouf

she showed me
klsh kan white roses :') amazing



day passed by 3ade and m7d ja zarny bs phone calls w ki4a


men bkra i woke up

majeed helped me arou7 bathroom w a3'yer to a simple thing

jlabya mdre rob noam dantil aby9' nvm
salma 76tly simple makeup


the mama came

and she started giving me krawya w idk whattt
b9ee7

i just took it cause she said it was good for me and baby faris










skipping time ela l.sa3a 9

kl a7d kan hina w z7ma

mama maha w mama rahaf w amjad w bintaha w zoaj amjad w abu majeed w zoajta maryam *if you remember her*w lama w hanouf w samy w salma w reem w rama w 3 men 5alaty w 5aly w 3mat majeed w 5alata w bnat'hm w l.9babat w b5our knt b9ee7>


bs elle m9brny my majeed w my baby faris


i was holding him w majeed was on the edge bs half hugging us




ezbda its tasmeya time so kl a7d gam w abu majeed gam wgf beln9 w salma w amjad y9wroon 3ade w video


he started w 24n b2e4na


then he said: سماك الله فارس



and with this

our life got changed

a beautiful thing called faris will always keep the joy and happiness between me and majeed








i love my super cute small family <3!!!!!







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is it short ?
yes i know

butbut sorry :(
enjoy w slku lel23'la6

allaview <3



Sunday, 13 January 2013

CHAPTER21

IN THE HOSPITAL

i started to take the muthabit and its working l.7mdella

i was laying on bed and majeed next to me
suddenly he stood up
he pulled a chair and placed it next to the bed

majeed: wajd b7akeek bmw9'oo3, wgta 3'l6 adre bs magdr abdn 22jla.. amana la tz3leen
wldna la y9eer feh shy

me: bsmellah whats wrong

he messed up shwy bsh3ra then he crosed his hands


majeed: wajd t4kreen kef tzwjtk

me: shjab hl 6are 7yati

majeed: wajd feh w7da mthlik, mthl 7altk, wajd mneb 3arf wesh aswe, 7ram omha myta w hy w7edt abouha

me: shg9dk?

majeed: wajd i know inek fahmtny, wllah ma b6wl bs len y3gl abouha aw algalha aymkan, enty tdreen enk enty w faris a3'la shyen b7yati

me: MAJEED 5LAA9 5LA9 ENOUGH KAFI MA TT3B K4B? E66LL33 BRA MA 3AD ABE ASHOUFK,, YA ANA YA 3'ERE............ ANA W WLDE MA NG3D BBET FEH A7D THANY 6IEBB,,,  TGDR TROU7 W GFIL L.BAB M3K ANA T3BANA.....

majeed: g9re 9outik. mabsam7ik lw 9ar bwldy shy FAAHHHMAA

me: LAAA WLLAAAAHHHH? L.7EEN WLDKK?
JAY T7AKEENY BMW9'OO3 K4A W ENT TDREE ENH MMKN Y9EER FENA SHY?????? I4A MB 5AYF 3LY ANA AMOUT MEN L.GHR 5AF 3LA WLDK ELLE MA 3AD BTSHOUFA LW A7D 3'ERE D5L BETE! TFHAAM MAJEED HA4AA WLDDYYY BBSS ANAA E6L3 BRA MALK SH3'L FEEH

he came closer and he held my hands bgwaa, i swear kant shwy w btnksr

he was talking from between his teeth
majeed: 3'aaa99bbbiiinnn 3llleeekkk wlde fahma?







AKRAAHHKK MAJEEED AKRAHKKKK

1 week later
i got out from the hospital
bet mama 6b3n
majeed didnt call even for once

haha,yeah sure he's in his honeymoon laish bydg
even if he was here
i wont go back to my home

am i that crazy to ruin my mood in my last pregnancy days?????????????????



well i only went to home to pick up some clothes w 3shan artb l.dnya w a54 shn6ty ana w faris 3shan b6l3 men bet mama to hospital then bkml nfas there

ssooo almost gshet klshy w i left
our maid was with me
l2na i have to do nothing
i cant move

actually my huge tummy didnt allowed me to do soo...



iknow majeed kan m9'aygne just i was trying my best to have fun
so, knt a6l3 n9ee3 ana w my sisters kl yooum =))
oooh and my baby :$






@7:00pm

kids and i were in kingdom when mama called

me: alo

mama: hla 7beebty kefkom

blablabla

mama: 6b erj3y l.7een bjoon l.nas



*** yeah salma jayha 56ab***








i went back home

i took a shower
b3den i bought some clothes for faris rtabtahom


and i went out

me: mama wesh albs y3ne

mama: ay shy 7g sahra bs mu mra y3ne 3ade

me: omy e7lfe mb a7d men 6rf majeed elle jayen

mama: wllah la2 ya 3umri

me: mama ana 7amil w t3bana, lay9eer bwldi shy maby 3youn

mama: haaw wajd glt mb a7d men 3nd majeed elbsy w 5la9

i laughed and i went to the room


i wore a simple dress w k4a





Ezbda salma start panicking..
I was so happy I for her
Yet eny ma 9arly k4a wshoufa w idkw !

But please  i mean she's my one and only sister ! B9eer 7ywana?



salma: wajd a5af akb 3leh l.39eer

me: loool salma 3adyy fleha










ezbda everything went alright

salma 3ajbha w ho salma 3ajbita

skipping all this





i woke up the next day
im ssoooo scared
my due date like this day from the next week
and guess what
im depressed cause my man isnt with me
iii mmiiisss hhiiimmmm




i went down to the kitchen and did some hot chocolate

mama was down

mama: wajd bariid l.beeet laish labsa k4a mu kwyes tmr6'en

me:: mama kweys mu brdana

mama: t3aly ejlse

i dropped myself 3l knba

mama: mjnounaa entyy trak roou7 shayla rou7

i laughed

mama: ma 3lena..

me: eeh

mama: ma klmik rjlik

me: mdre gafla jwali

mama: eeh adre l2na klmny

me: 5air inshallah

mama: majeed t3al yumma

and she left the room

W T H


he came and he hugged me a very very vey very tight hug

majeed: w7shteeny wajd w7shteeny ishtgtlk anaaa

i couldt talk
i couldnt even stop myself from crying

i started to cry
cry
cry
and cry



majeed: wwajd osh w esm3eeny

majeed: wajd wllah ma tzwjtaha wllah bs wdet'ha tjls 3end omy

idk
ihugged him

i feel like i wanna hug  hime for life time

majeed: bsr3a yallaaa mlabsik w 3l beet

me: laaa t3al nam 3endna

majeed: anam w anam w anam

i blushed so hard












skipping a week

i didnt sleep men ams

and majeed now is preparing our things to leave home

wladty at 8am

and now its like 5:30


me: majeed an.....

he hugged me

majeed:osh dont panic itll be ok







we reached to the hospetal and we took our suite

and i dressed that hospetal thing
and i sat on the bed

mama maha/mama rahaf/amjad/salma were with majeed and i

amjad kant t9wr video

and they were laughing and giving jokes 3shan y3'yroun 3ly

but it wasnt helping

majeed was arranging the things
and i need him



he finally finished
it was 6:15

7:00 we'll start the t5deer things


he came w jls jnby

i held his arm bgowa and he half hugged me

amjad cam w 76t l.cam  3llena w she started to talk and laugh


i was only smiling

i could feel my pale face

and once she asked me about my feelings

i put my face in majeeds chest andi started to cry

majeed: amjad engl3y enty w your camera


they talked shwyy

and then the nurse came m3 the bed

majeed wgf and he helped to do so

i hugged them all

then :")

then majeed
for the first time i saw majeed crying
the first time to feel his tears on me


i hugged himm soosososososo tight as he did


he kissed me on my forehead and he said bt6l3eeen blslama wya ajmal baby bel7yat


a77bbbhhhh

i hugged him for the last time




ezbda time went by fast

and the last thing i can write for you that i remember

was the doctor telling me to count for 10

and i only did for 4

























i woke up in my suite

majeed and mama were on the coach
on phones....

i could barely talk

me: mama....

mama and majeed jumped fast

mama: 7yaattii enty ya mama 3umryy w rou7y 7mdellah 3la slamtikk

majeed: wajd ya 7beebtyyy entyyy ishtgtlkkkk aannaaa l.7mdellah 3la slamtik

mama knew that he wanted me alone

mama: aaah ana brou7 agoulhm aby faris


once she closed the door he kissed me

me: kef wldna

majeed:jameel yshbh omh

and he hugged me


shwy mama knocked the door

faaashlaa

majeed: tf6'ly

\
she came and the nurse with my baby bed wraha


she carried him and gave him to me

mama: bsmilllah tbarkallaah.. smy wajd

me:bsmellah..

and i took my angle

he was sleeping

omg

mshallaah

he's and angle

majeeds nose

majeeds mouth



im the mother of the most beatiful baby boy



i hugged him shwy tight

majeed: bshweesh 3leh haw

we laughed

me: mama ma9dg its my boy

mama:allaah ys3edah jameel l2omah w abooh

and she started to cry


well,, i started to cry with her

mama: weshoola t9e7een

me: allaah la y7rmny mnk

me: 7beeby yshbh abooh

majeed: la wllah ysbahlik

mama:shush yshbhlikm l.thneen

mama: wajd ma tbeen tr6'3eena

i looked and majeed and back to mama: l.7eeeeeen?????????

mama: smellah 3lek eeh hw l.7een

me: majeed la t6al3

majeed: o9 wldy mu bkefk


we laughed and i got my things ready with mama help :$

mama: yalla 76eh

me: kef

mama: alllah y3enny 3lek




ezbda after m7awlat w m7awlat i could feel something 3'reeb

it was amazing

he was a piece from me
i can feel him taking milk


it was just ashfgcbleafvbhe;rofcvn and mama was reading الكرسي w tsme klshwy



الحمدلله الحمدلله الحمدلله
اللهم اجعله من الذرية الصالحة واحفظه و اقر اعيننا بما رزقتناه و اطرح لنا البركة به









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heeey guys
i miss you
sorry for being latee



and sorry for the typos

with love

@ablogger105 <3