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OMMGG I LOVED IT

it was a white dress.. amaazing white dress
definitely im gonna wear this in my pre-wedding party

me: majeed wlla k4a ktheer

and i hugged him

majeed: no wait there's one more gift

he gave me our honeymoon tickets

omg he's soo cute

i hugged him and i cried hard

he started rubbing my back with his hands

majeed: wshu ma gd shfty hadaya

he was teasing me

me: magd 7set enh i'll ever have a man, i do...

majeed: osh mabe asm3 yalla lets open the gifts w gesy l.fstan

me: no ma bgesah 5la9 klha youm l.5mees w tshofa bel pre-party :$

we opened the gifts then we slept while majeed was hugging me











mama woke up us next day 

we ate launch

majeed had to go today for the whole week len youm l.5mes 3shan pre-party magdr ashofa

after we ate lauch and we sat shwy

majeed: yala 5aalty ast24nkm lazm amshe

mama: eeh mama ru7 allah ywfgk

majeed: bklmk kl youm 3shan ashof i4a nag9k shy

mama: alah yr6'a 3lek, wajd ru7e m3 majeed 6l3eh


i went out len bab l.shar3 w majeed wgf infront of me and he kissed my hands

majeed: bshtaglik

me: 7tta ana 7beeby

majeed: madre kef bg3d osbo3 bdonek

he hugged me really tight like for 5m.

then he kissed me

majeed: yalla bklmk inshalla kl youm at6mn 3lek

me: la mabe abeek tshtagly

we talked like for 10m.

majeed: yalla 7yate ed5le la tg3deen bra, a7bk ya ajmal shy b7yati

me: w ana b3d

majeed: yalla 7yatii bye

me: m3 l.salama

he left


















the week passed jumping men mkan lmkan for my wedding and my pre-wedding party
i lost 2 KGs w salma l.sbab i shret ashya2 i know i'll never use them.



so today is my pre-wedding party
mra mt7msa w 5ayfa shwy


mama woke me up 3la 3:00PM

i had my lauch and i headed to the salon

salma and the girls came with me but mama stayed at home to be sure that everything is ok..

i asked her to do for me a simple make up and an updo hair style

we went back to home @7:00PM

everything was amazing, l.kosha w l.6awlat
and the dinner 3end l.swimming pool was amazing with the pink petals 3end l.masba7
everything.

i'm soooo happy! i know its not my wedding bs i loved it
kef my wedding day!

mama: wajd rj3tu! laish ga3da hina bsr3a fooog la tje l.m9wera b3eed ma lbsty

ma: inshallah

i walked inside and mama called me

mama: waajd

me: yes mom?

and i walked to her

mama:bsmellah 3leke tjneneen..
and she kissed me on my forehead

omg i can see tears in her eyes

me: mamaaa bs ya wweleek lw bkete by5rb l.makeup 7gy w 7gik

mama: inshallah
she hugged me

mama: heeeh enty lsa hina foog yalla ilbsy

i laughed at her then i ran up

i walked into my room and salma helped me to change iinto my dress

then she started to read l.mu3wethat w tms7 3ly
salma: mshalla wajd

she was tearing

me: saalma 5la9 wlla bbky

salma: la mu ga3da abke bs mst3'reba kef l.grd y9er shkla ki4a





i was wearing a cute dress with a cute updo hair

and my hair

well i know its tooo simple but since the party at the home and there will be only mom's family and our friends and majeeds sister its ok..









reem and rama came to me i was soo tense

they kissed me

reem: juju mama goul inzly bsr3a l.ml7g men bab l.m6b5

i said ok

then i walked down and they helped me

i got into the mul7g and the photographer was there she took for me some pictures alone the majeed came 

he said nothing 
just we she asked him to hug me he hug me reaaaallyyy tight first..

he was holding my hand all the time 


once she left he walked after her and he locked the door

he came and he sat next to me

he kissed me on my forehead the he half hugged me
i layed my head on his shoulders

majeed: *said while playing on my shoulders with his fingers* you look stunning 7beeby

i blushed

me: thank you

majeed: a7b elle yst7on

i laughed shyly

he kissed me hands

majeed: a7bk

me: w ana b3d


we sat like this for one hour, he was flirting all the time :$


mama: majeeed mama wajd ift7u yalla

me: *low voice* fshlaaa

majeed: *laughed* inshallah 5alty jena

he opened the door mama came in she read l.m3we4at w nf5t 3lena then 6'b6tly sh3re shwy

we walked to the kitchen then we went up

wgfna 3end ras l..drj

me: majeed b9ee7 mabe

majeed: no ma bt9ee7en iskte

me: ella wllah.. inf5 3la 3youni

majeed: ashoof

kan l.mfrro9' ynf5 3la 3eeny bs he kissed me instead

me: maajjjed wshu kl a7d yshufna t7t

majeed: idc w i4a enty zojty

me: majeed a7sny b6ee7

the song started w we walked down to the kosha

actually it was only a white small coach and pink flowers everywhere.

we sat there then 5alaty came w slmu 3lena

after that a woman came

i looked at majeed enh meen

she came we stood..
slmt 3la majeed w he hugged him

actually i felt like a cold water sprayed on me
5eeer who's this

she came and she only shake hands with me


actually after that i danced everyone was talking to me and teasing me and majeed was flirting with me, i wasnt with them i was faking a smile all the time


mama told majeed and i to go up w l.3sha 7gna mwjood

we went up and we sat on the table

majeed: a7bk 7yatyy you looked beautiful

i faked him a smile again

majeed: wajd whats wrong

me: no nothing 7beby

we ate then we went to my room



when we entered the room and he locked the door i couldnt hide my tears anymore

majeed:...................










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i walked back to the room and

i saw majeed on his knees infront of the bathroom door pressing his chest with his hands and breathing hardly

i ran to him and i help him to go to the bed

me: majeed bsmellah 3lek 7beeby whats wrong feek? goom bsr3a 3la l.es3af

majeed:  la la wajd mafeeny sh..

i didnt hear what did he said w i called the driver i told him to start the car

i  wore my 3baya and i helped majeed to change to his thoob

i helped him till we arrived to the car and we went to the hospital

we entered the ER

they did for majeed some examination

the doctor said that he was ok bs elle kan 3enda virus w mntshr mrra w he have to sleep here for a night to be under observation..

they gave us a room and majeed looked much better الحمد لله

so once the nurse went out w sat on the bed next to majeed and i put my hand on his forehead

me: men mta t7s enk t3ban

majeed: wllah b3d ma nmt w ma knty jnby kl4a bsbbk

omg even when he's sick?

me: mamz7

majeed: men l.9b7 a7s m39b shwy w zad b3d ma nmt

ma: ma tshoof shar <3

majeed: ma yjeek

and he kissed my hands

i love him <3

me: majeed 6ieb 5la9 nam t3baan

majeed: la 6b3n ana ma 9dgt t36ene wjh

he started to rub my shoulders with his hand
i blushed

majeed: a7bik wajd, men awal mashftek d5lty glby

me: majeed nam 5la9

i closed the lights and i layed down on the coach
i couldn't sleep,, i just woke up men shwy
so i kept playing with my phone


i slept at 4

the doctor came at 6 so majeed woke me up

doctor: good morning

me and majeed: good morning

doctor: how are you majeed

majeed: الحمد لله much better than yesterday

doctor: ooh good, so today you can take prescriptions from the reception before you leave..

majeed: ok doctor, thank you soo much

doctor: no need

so i helped majeed and we left the hospital


we're back home, majeed told me that he's going to take a shower so i opened l.tw7eed  w i did a fast revision

majeed: juju yalla 7beeby 5l n6l3 nt3sha 3shan tnameen

me: la majeed mabe, ent t3ban a5ly reta tswelna ay shy

majeed: ok 7beebty

i called reta and i told her to make us dinner

majeed came and sat next to me and he half hugged me

i blushed hard =))

majeed: ha 7beebty mta nnam?

me: madre majeed ana bnzl ashof reta 5l9t wla la

majeed: la twha nazla ma amdaha
and he kissed me on my cheeck

me: majeed bgoum
my voice yalla yalla y6l3

majeed took off his hands an he walked to the room and he slapped the door


















the week passed fast majeed was ignoring me all the time

miss: wajd 5l9ty?

me: eeh

ooommmmgggggg iii caaannn''tttt beelieve i just signed the last paper for the last exam of the last day in the last year of the school, ooommmggg imm soooo happy


i went out waiting for majeed i wanted to share my happiness with him sooo baad :'(

but guess what :) the driver came and picked me '-'
ok that was ruining a whole day. and thanks to majeed


i checked twitter and majeed last tweet was: "CAN'TWAIT #EXCITED"

ok he was counting down men km youm for today, i didnt asked him why because he wasn't talking to me a9ln


i arrived home and i got in

i was soooooo happy but i didnt wanted to see majeed

i walked in


and i opened the door


CCCOOOONNNGGGRRAAATTTSSSSSS..

they all shouted and ran to hugged me.. mama and rama and reem and salma and 5aly 3bdelra7man w 5alaty

OMMMGG THATS AMAAZZIIINNGG i love them :'(
but majeed was standing far :c

i gave him a look enh shfeek then i smiled to him

he came to me and he hugged me so tight w he said: mabrroook ya ajmal ma shaft 3ene <3

i smiled then i hugged him back

i can see mama looking at us tearing and smiling

so we ate the cake then we headed  to l.majlis

5ala msha3il: wajd swetu kroot l.3rs mta btwz3ooha ma 3ad fe wagt 3rsk mu 4a l.5mees elle b3dh!

i looked at majeed aand he smiled to me

me: la 5l9nahm bs bage nktb l.2sma2 w men bkra allah y3een n6l3 nwz3

majeed: 7beeby shrayek ana weyake n6l3 bkra nwz3hm?

i blushed w i gave him the look elle eskt

me: inshallah

5ala haifa: waajd hww ha4a zojik w e7na ahlik shd3wa tste7een?

me: a7d yby moya?

i said that gbl la yshloony akthar

5ala msha3il: ya 7lelha wajd, allah y5lekm lb39'

all: 2ameen





theys sat shwy w we talked, w they gave me my gifts then they left

mama and the girls went up to sleep w salma slept with the girls she left the room for us

majeed: ma tbeen hdeyte?

me: la2, ent a7la hdeya

he kissed me

ommg it was my first kiss :$:$:$:$:$:$:$:$

i was amazing :')
i blusheeeedddd

the he held my hand w gally: gume


we went to my room and all the floor and the bed was bags

gucci and prada and tiffany and burberry and lots of brands

i hugged majeed really tight w i said: wllah shukrn majeed ma kan lazm

majeed: la lazm w alf lazm, estny ma 5l9t

he went to my bed and he sat on his knees to bring something from under the bed



and OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMG I CAN'T BELIEVE

I LOVE HIM TILL THE DEATH
I LOVE HIM TILL THE MOON AND BACK <3








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CHAPTER5

after we arrived the homw majeed came in with us .-.
i was like 5eeer :t
he sat down with rama and reem
i went to y room to see Salma taking her things

me: heeeeh 3la weeen 3la weeeen?

salma: wllah rama w reem men zman wa3dt'hm anam 3endhm

me: uff ok 6ieb

she went out the room and majeed came in and he locked the door
i sat on the small coach with my 3baya on

majeed: allaaah l.mukyef barid bnam hina

i wanted to laugh about how he was talking but i locked the laugh :D

majeed: gume 3'yre btg3deen bel3baya?

i took my 3baya off and i sat on the coach

majeed: ma btlbseen your PJs ?

me: i6l3 3shan albs'ha

majeed: la ru7y l.7mam im not going out

me: im not kidding

majeed: me neither

i gave him that look and i wanted to leave the room just right now

i walked to the door and he stopped me with saying: keys are with me.. yyyoh nset'hm bjebe maly 5lg a6l3hm t3ale 6l3eehm


OMMMGGGG i want to cryyyy he's soooo stupiddddd and i hate salmaa


i took the longest PJs i had w i got in the bathroom i did my things then i washed my face w tw9'et w i did my hair in a messy bun..

i walked out w 9llet then i lay down on salma's bed

majeed: wajd a5af t3ale jnby

me: t9b7 3la 5eer w gum 9ly.


MAJEEDS POV..

i kept teasing her till she told me: t9b7 3la 5eer w gum 9ly.

aah i can't believe how much i love her she's soo pretty w t3rf rbha aish ab3'a a7snn

inshallah t3de ha4e l.ftra w tt3dl m3e ya rab

i walked to her and she was sleeping so i placed i kiss on her cheeck then i walked out the room

i left the house and to my apartment
i was so sleepy so 9llet w i slept 3la 6ool



WAJD'S POV..

i woke the next morning on salma's shouting 3la l.bnat

i went out

me: shfeeeekmm?

salma: men sa3a w ana agoul rama w reem klu ilf6oor reem w rama ilbsu 6al3een

me: 3la ween?

salma: ya raabbbeeeh entuu w b3deeeeeeen?  w 3rsk ellle ma jhzna lh shyy w fstanik

me: lsa elle ysm3 l.3rs bkra

salma: la mu bkra bs bageelah shahar

me: meeen gaaaal?

salma: laa tstahbleeeeen! majeed 7jz l.8a3a la tsthbliiiiiiiii

me: ma gally wllah

salma: adre ygul dg w ma rdete! gally ana

me: uff mabe a6l3 tkfeen

salma: WAAAAJJJJDDD T7RKY!

me: oookkaay>..

i took a fast shower w salma dgt l.bab 846308756 mrra.
9llet then w lbst then i went down waiting fe l.9ala

mama: hw waajd ma 6l3tyyy

me: *looking at the phone* 9ba7 l.noor l.7mdellah nmt kwyes enty?

mama: waaajjjddd! leh ma 6l3ty?

me: astna bnatek

mama: tstahbeleeeen men awal ystnoonik belsyara


i laughed hard and i went out to the car !

me: salma laish ma glty tstahbleeen astnakm bel9ala knnt =))

salma: 3'beya!!




6b3n me and salma lfena l.denya men kosha lmadre aish w madre aish w r7na lelfstan w madre aish w swena l.zbda lfena l.riyadh 

finally 2a5r shy r7na 3la l.mamlaka 

6b3n tmeel7 bnat w awlad w grf mrrraaaa 

a54na lffa foog i bought elle nag9ny men dresses w ashya2 


i hate shoppppinnggg :'( 3ks salma k2nu 3rsaha :'3


salma took the girls to the funfair.. i went out to eat, majeed called more than a 15 times 

so rdet 

majeed: a5eern tstahbeleen laish ma trdy?

me: ahleen

majeed: yaaaaaaaa brroooodddiiikk

i laughed 

majeed: 6'ktyyy? aaaaah wajd 6'7ktlyy, b3deen aish l.ez3aj?

me: ana l.ez3aj wla ent

girls group mru men jnby and they said men l.9ya3a wllah 

me: *to majeed* w walla ma7d gallk l.3rs y9eer b3d shahar yalla ymde 

i said that just to show the girls w 6b3n wjhhm t9fg w mshu 

majeed: aish aswe ab3'ake l.youm gbl ay youm

i blushed then 

me: 6ieb yalla lazm aroo7 bye 

i didn't gave him a chance to reply me l2ny gflt 









this week mr 3la ha4a l.7al now it's my finals and mammy is taking salma and the girls to dubai 

actually i'm not setting here alone l.6'reef majeed is sitting here with me the hole week












 so today is my first day.. l.7mdellah inny mu8ararat w jadwlna sa5eef


majeed dropped me at school then he leaved..

i finished my exam w inshallah i'll got a full mark..

majeed came and picked me from the school 

majeed: haa yaa 3umrr majeeed aish sweete? 

me: l.7mdellah majeed kowyes <3

majeed: l.7mdellah 7beeeby, ha aish tb3'e f6oor?

me: mu mshtahya 

majeed: la 3'9bn 3lek

 he took me to l.fay9aleya and we had our breakfast there, he was flirting all the time 
he's soo cute 

so we went back home, i started to study tw7eed.. tomorrow i have OFF so ill be free tomorrow and today 
im done from studying at 5:00pm so i went to sleep.. majeed was sleeping in my room so i slept in rama and reem's room 


i woke uo on 10:00PM and majeed wasn't in the living room

so i went to my room and i saw him sleeping 

he was all covered belb6aneya bs the lights kanu mftoo7een 


majeed: wajd a7sny t3ban day5 

i sat on the bed next to him w kan zy l.nar 

me: majeed ggom rasak zy l.nar imshe 3la l.mstashfa 

majeed: lalaa 7bten panadol w ill be ok

me: ok 

and i went out to bring him some..

i walked back to the room and 


















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CHAPTER4

eshtgt lmama w 6be5ha 
i cant stop staring at them
ya allah kef t3'yru
finally i can feel happiness in our home

mama: 3bdelmajeed t3al yumma abek bmw9'o3

majeed: inshallah 5alty

he went with mama
actually it was 3adey3ne i thought she wanted something w k4a so nvm..

MAJEED'S POV..

i walked with 5alty len l.mjls l.thany

5alty: ha majeed aish btswe m3 wajd
me: 5alte ana gltlk w gltlha osbo3en belktheer w wrgt 6lagha 3endha
5alty: 6ieb ya wldy mt2kd ma tb3'aha ma3jbtk l.bnt
me: 5alty ma 3la l.bnt zood bs ana ma gd lmstaha w ma benna shy, 5alty ana mwafg abga m3ha w m3km 6ool l.3mr b3d i4n l.bnt w i4nkm
5alty: ibshr b3zk majeed w l.bnt lk inshalla, ana bnadeeha lk


WAJD'S POV..



i heard mama calling me so i ran to her and i  hugged her and i said: 2amry<3?

mama: ma yamr 3leeke 3do t3ale ab3'ake

she took me to where majeed was

i sat down next to her and majeed was smiling to me

mama: wajd, majeed gallik by6lgik 97?

me: eeh 6b3n.

mama: 3bdelmajeed ma yby y6lgik w ana mabeh ytrkk

i just looked at mama w i walked out
i went to my room
im happy and im not

idk im just feeling like crying
idk..

yes i love him, and i like him for his own and for what he did with me..


someone knocked the door

me: yes?
majeed  opened the door

majeed: y9l7 ntklm wla a6l3?

me: la m3laish maly nfs

majeed: 6ieb ok

he locked the door and he sat next to me

i gave him a look enh 5eer?

majeed: ok wajd i like you,w i want to save you forever i'll leave you for a month or more,,
to think twice.. en ma tbene kan bha w magdr aklmk bshy,, w en b3'eteeny ha4a ana 3ndik w 3rsna by9eer men jdeed w elle kan k2nh 3mrh ma 9ar.. 2w3dk b3yshek 2meera w b3yesh ahlik a7sn 3eesha

he kissed my hand and he went out

awal awal awal shy ja fbaly atw9'a w a9ly
omg i cant believe how much im happy yes im falling for majeed


i went down they're all here except for majeed and samy

me: salma ween samy?

salma: samy aaah samy ra7 ygoul 3endh sh3'l!
 she was teasing me =)) omg she can understand me

i act like stupid...
me: amma isht3'l 9efe? aish?

mama: salma w b3den m3ake? la ya mama 5rj m3 a9dga2h
t3ale shwy abeke

we went to the kitchen

mama: ha wajd tbenah?

me: madre ommy ma fkrt

mama: fkre feeha w shufe aish swalna w l.wld sharek

me: inshallah

i drink water then i said: mama ana mwafga 3la majeed b3d kl elle swah m3ana wlla magoullah l2 3la shy

she hugged me tight with a huge smile
mama: mbrrrrooooooooook 7beebt mama mbrook and she completed saying things like this



i went up and i fell asleep 3laa 6oool i missed my bed

















i woke up the next day on rama's shaking..
rama: juju juju wake up 3mu t7t

me: *while opening one eye* men 3mu?

rama: 3mu majeed yalla

me: guly nayma mu ra9'ya tgoom

rama: nooo inzly il3be m3ana

me: raammmaa i said enzly w gulelhm nayma

rama:ok

actually i couldnt sleep back so i start checking my phone

i checked my followers to see
@MAJEED198

ok he's avatar is hot but i didn't saw the tweets because someone knocked the door

me: tf6'lyy

majeed: ahlnnn



he got in and he started to open the curtains he was sexy !! very. he was wearing a black short and a dark blue V neck t-shirt


he took off the balnket and he pulled me from my legs while saying: yalla yallaa gumy t7mamy mafeh wgt

actually it was embarassing because i was wearing a shorts with a tank top...

i gave him that look elle ingl3 brra a7snlk

w i entered the bathroom i took a shower w i put on my towel...

iwalked out to saw majeed on my bed

me: 3ade t6l3?

majeed: la mu 3ade.

me: majjjeeeddd 3ade t6l3?

majeed: aish aish aish glty awal shy

me: 3bdelmajeed aby albs.

majeed: b3'm9' 3ene 5la9

me: mmmaaaajjjeeedddd rooooooooo777 bbbrrraaaa

majeed: offf 6ieb ilbse w nadeeny

he went out the room and i had a huge smile on my face! idk why he's soooo cute

i finished then i got out to go down

majeed: t3ale t3ale 3la ween

w he pulled me to the room w he closed the door

majeed: ommik galtly.. ngoul mabrook ya 3rosa?

i blushed idk why! but i didnt say anything

he kissed my forehead and he said: i7na l.7een mmlkeen bs, ma ba54ik wla bsweelik shy ella b3d l.zwaj wla aby mennek shy.. abeke t79'reen l27la w akbr w a7sn 3rs, w betek jahiz ws enty shfteh w nmty feeh.

me:ELLEE BEL3MARA L.B3EEDA??

omg im stupid how did i said this

he started laughing hard

me: sorry

majeed: yalla juju elbse 3baytek

oommggg cuute


me: la la bt3'da 3end ommy

majeed: ommik w a5watek men gblna fe l.m63m yalla ilbse

me: *oommggg mama .-.* inshallah

i wore my 3baya then we went to them, we're going to hediard

he started to sing while we were in our way to there





بس قول أبغى وأنا أقول حاضر
إنت الوحيد اللي كلامك أوامر
خاطـرك عنّدي تـرى مو مثل غيرك
خاطرك يسوى ترى مليون خاطر
القوي الله وحبي لك قوي
شوف إيش أعمل اذا تطلبني شي
ينشغل بالي وأدور لك عليه
وعيني ما تغمض ولا حتى شوي
تهمني طبعا حبيبي تهمني
انت بس اللي بعمري هزني
انت من حقك إذا تامر علي
وآنا من حقي أبيك تحبني





i was looking to the window and smiling all the time he's soooo cute

we arrived to there
i got out from the car and he came and stand next to me
he held my hand and he played with his thumb in my hand

HE'S AMAZING

we went up and we found them

mama was on the head of the table
me and majeed on one side
salma and rama and reem on one side

we talked and ate

salma: ana gayma shwy.. reem w rama tbun bathroom

reem and rama: we're coming

mama: yalla w ana bgum bshuf 7jz bnje ana w 9degate 3la bkra inshalla


bs feh girls table infront of me and majeed w anwa3 l.tmeel7 w l.6'7k w the fly smiles lmajeed w ana mrra y5zouny..

i think kan bayn enny im pissed off fa majeed grb his chair to mine and he half hugged me w he placed a kiss on my cheecks,, ok this time i couldn't help myself from smiling shyly to majeed..

i didnt care about the girls ellle 7mrt wjohm w 9frt w 59'rt.. all what i care about now is majeed


majeed: 25eern y3ne ma b3'eet ashoof l.ibtsama bwjhe killa taksheer w 9ra5 w klam bay5

thanks god mama came, so majeed moved away from me

mama: hww shd3wa 5lek ga3d zy ma knt 3ade! zojtk w mu mswy shy 3'l6

we completed talking then we got back to home

majeed was flirting with me all the way to home bs i didnt say a single world! idk why im being like this with him his sooo cute and i love him.

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CHAPTER3

i went to the room, i layed my body on the bed, i kept staring in everything in the room tell i fell asleep

i woke up on 5:00PM
first thing i didnt realize the place
i kept telling my self that we're traveled, im not married..

i went to take a warm shower..
i miss mommy and salma and my angels

i finished then i went out with my towel only,, i went to the kitchen and make me some coffee than i sat down..
i heard someone opining the door, well, im afraid but what else could be worse?
i saw majeed..

me: W5R EGLEB WJHKK MNEB LABSA ANA W5RR

majeed: *gave me his back..* mabe mennek shy awalan thanyn ana mu3'reb thalth tbeen shy nag9k shy?

me: aby ommy. ma3ndk yaha? ig9r l.7ky w roo7

majeed: klmene i4a ng9k shy

me: ENGLIII3

majeed: *turned his face to me* BT7TRMEEN NFSEK WLA SHLOON?

me: eeh rruuu7 t2rt wgt jr3tk yalla bs la t6l3 fene

he walked away and he slapped the door after him




1 week

2 weeks

3 weeks

1 month..

yes one month and im in this apartment.. without eating well.. without mom.. without my sisters
im dying here, there's nothing to do..
just majeed yjene kl youm yt2kd i4a nag9ny shy..

yjls shwy m3y w ymshe
idk why bs a7s enny t3wdt 3leh..
a7s lw youm ma jany aglg mrra
no bs i dont feel like enh yt3a6a..





i woke up w then i got in the bathroom, i wore a nightgown.. im all alone..
i did my coffee and i sat down watching tv
majeed unlocked the door and came in
i look at him then i completed watching tv

majeed: wajd kefek?

i gave him a look enh im ok

majeed: bjls m3k at3'da w you'll pack all your stuff w bnmshe men hna.

me: AISH? NMSHE? LA M3LAISH ANA IST8RRET HNA.

majeed: la trf3en 9outik w ana mu ga3d a6lb mennek ana ga3d agoullik

me: w laish btt3'da hna? 2asfa ma 3endy akyas enzl t7t tlga, ana insana 2akl akl 6bee3e.

majeed: t7trmeen nfsk wla la2?

i didnt answer him w i complete watching tv but i was thinking about his face and his smell, he didnt look like smooking a9ln..


we have our launch.. then he helped me to pack my things
then we leave this nasty place

im happy. VERY,, but im also afraid  to go to a worse plase..
i read l.m3we4at and everything

butbutbut waaaittt!! why are we going into the center off riyadh! we're in alolaya street!! mst7eel ykun feh drugs house hina!
we arrived to a small building..
and then we got into apartment

majeed: ha4y shgty elle hy shgtek, do whatever you want but first of all 3'yre w t7mmy w t3ale b3den

me: inshallah

i walked into his room.. i loved it,, the furn. was all white only the curtains and the bed quilt was off white <3!!

i opened my bags and i start to pick me clothes.. i took a black stretch with a green blouse

i took a shower then i dried my hair and i keep it as it is

i wanted to go to majeed out side bs something attracted my attention..

it was a military uniform wra l.bab
i felt electricity all over my body

i walked out and majeed was reading a book when he saw me he put the book aside w gally: t3ale
i sat down infront of him

majeed: i know you saw my military uniform  w knt ga9d enny a76ha.. wajd ana mthlt enh ana tajr m3hm w slmt aboke lelshr6a, ana asht3'l belmba7th.. ya bnt al7lal ana mabe mennek shy, w ma tzwjtk ella 3shan a7f6'k men aboke l2na l.bagyen 93'ar aw mtzwjen, ya bnt l.7lal ha4y l.zwaja m7d bedre 3nha w ana ma bgrbk wla abe mennek shy, w klha osbo3en belktheer w ana m6lgik


im speechless, wordless.. im happy im very happy but i dont know why!
all i want now is to hug mama

me: ab3'a aroo7 l2ummy

majeed: ylla ru7e elbse, w aby abshrk enh abok lh shahar msjoon w 7al ommek w 5watik mu ga9r 3lehm shy knt kl youm azorhm, 5letek fe l.shga 3shan tehdeen w yhdoon ahlik..

me: shukrn, wllah madre aish agoul, j3lk fe l.jnnna inshallah, mag...

majeed: yalla wajd elbse 3shan tro7een


HOW CUTE
a9ln he was cute, he's tall and tanned, a bit muscular, he's hair was on 1 or (7alga 3al wa7ed).. he had that amazing saksoka.. ble5 he's cute.















omg i missed our home
i raaan inside and i start shouting: MAAAMAAA MAAAMAAA

mama came out from the kitchen
ooohhh wow i cant believe that this's mom
she looks gorgeous!
she had her simple make up and the amazing hair
i cant remember when was the last time i saw her like this!

me: MAAMAA W7SHTEEENYYY
i hugged her really tight then i kissed her cheeks,head, hands, and feet


i ran to majeed and i hugged him tight w i said thank yoooou

wth wajd laish swete k4aa

w5rt 3na w i said: 2asfa mag9d.

but that hug was amazing :')

thanks god samy and 5aly 3bdelra7man came slmna  3lehm w g3dna ntklm

shwy ella salma and the girls came from the mall, i think they bought the entire mall.

they shouted and hugged me really tight then my angels started to play with majeed and showing hiim what did they bought


salma: wajd t3ale abeke

i walked with her to the kitchen and she asked me about what happened then i told her

salma: tdren weshu? 7na kna mrta7en majeed kl youm kan y6mna 3leke
w kan yjeblna kl shy, w e7na daryeen mn you zwajk ennek in safe hands l2na gal lmama inh byslm baba lilshr6a

i hugged her and we cried idk why!

we went out to l.majles and we talked talked talked

how much i missed them :')




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CHAPTER2

i woke up next morning, i check my phone and it was 12:00PM
ok im shocked!
wen baba? i mean ma ja! ween rama w reem? salma nayma?
a moment later w heard dad shouting from out side,,
we all ran out


dad: esm3ony zeen w mabe a7d ytklm
rahaf l.youm ta54een bnatek klhm 3la l.soog.. l.leel 3rs wajd bentk









what? whatwhatwhat? noway







me:N3M! MU BKEFK SKTNALK KTHEER LAKN TMADEET.. HNA W B...


 yes he slapped me hard,,


dad: t7sbeeny a54 rayek? 3gbal ma aftk men a5watk wrak.. tdreen men ha4a? ha4a kberna ya mama, ha4a b36ene 14 kees.. 14 t3rfeen aish y3ne



ijust ran to my room
i hugged my pillow, no im not crying..
im just adjeoifcjb.
i want to die
am i going to marry a hooked? am i going to live like mom? im going to die im sure..
this aint gonna happen, ill not.. you'll not marry a drugs man wajd..
i got up, walked to the bathroom w tw9'eet w 9let and i read 8ur2an..
salma came shwy and hugged me
mom did the same
they tried to get me out from this mood,, but guess what? today is my wedding

















time passed,, the Hairdresser came.. i didnt say anything..
she just make me my hair and makeup

i walked to my mom
me: mama why are you doing all this? its my consolation. why are you doing all of this im not getting marry mom

mom just took me to the room and she let me change into a white dress, i didnt even bother my self to look at the mirror..

and what.. and they took me down to alshai5 to do wedding things

i kept replying him yes yes yes yes without even knowing "my husband" name..

they took me up to my room

i kept staring at my self on the mirror
why? why im looking like this for drugs person? why all the hair and the makeup and the dress is going to a drugs man.. 7ram ra7t 3leke ya wajd,, ra7t 3leke ya wwajd


im goin ti die tonight,, i know

salma knocked on the door w she sat with me shwy then dad start yelling from down

dad: RAHAAAF YA BNT L.KLB,, SALMA YA J3LK L.MOOT NZLOO WAJD YALLA

i walked down with my white dress..
i got into the ml7g and they looked the door on me..









buut waait im not alone
someone is here with me
someone who's wearing a thoob and 3'tra

i started to kick the door hard and shout: 6L3OOONE OOMMY  SALMA EFT7OO L.BAB 6L3OOONY MEN HNAA 6L333OONYY

....: "while holding me hard" istahde belr7man w ijlse sam3tne wgfe w ejlse

me: w555r 3nne men ent w555rrrrr

he pulled me by my hand and he threw me on the coach
i didnt move,,






i saw him laying his body on the coach..










time passed..now its 9:00AM



I didnt sleep all night thinking about how my future life will look like

im pretty sure that i have mascara and eyeliner all over my face but who cares?

the strange man or "husband" oppened the door

....: ru7y slme 3la ommmik w jebe a3'ra6'ik

me: leh aslm 3la ommy ent m9dg elle 9ar? men ent? ana ajeb ashya2e? HEEEEH T777LLMMMM ENT ENTTT 3''BEEE ENT T7LMMMMM.

....: E7TRME NFSEK W ISMY 3BDEKMAJEED ANA MUU HEEEH! FAHMA 5LENE M7TRM M3EK A7SNLIK


i gave him my back a i ran to mama inside i hugged her really tight, i know i wont see her never again, i hugged salma, reem, rama :') im leaving them forever

i took my bags then i walked out to majeed or idk what is his name,,

he told me to stay here and he got in,, he talked with mama but i cant hear what did he said to her

he got out w he placed bags in the car w he said: yalla irkbe

i sat back in the car w i closed the door,,

3bdelmajeed: SHAYFTNY SWAAAG? i6l3e gdam ya wajd

me: laish a6l3 gdam?meen enty 3shan ana a6l3 gdam?

3bdelmajeed: TKFEN MALY 5LGK I6L3EEE

i went and i sat next to him

he kept driving the car.. he looked like he's pissed off,, yeah sure ma a54 l.jr3a 7gah l.youm


we kept driving driving and driving we will complete 2 hours walking and idk to where im going.

we stopped inront of a huge old building.. it looked scary

3bdelmajeed: 3'6y wjhek w enzly

me: t7lm.. mneeb nazla

3bdelmajeed: enzly BSR3AA

i got outt the car and he ordered me to follow him,,
we got into the building..
i can smell a very bad thing
i just want to throwup

i see the whisky bottles everywhere..
we got into the elevator to the last floor

he pushed me into an apartment and he said: 3endk kl shy hna i4a t7tajeen shy klmene w la t5afe l.telephone ma ydg ella 3la ha4a l.rgm, feel free to do anything ha4a betek
w 5lene ashof shy 3'l6
MA TLOOMEEEN ELLA NFSEK FAHMA?

and he slapped the door after him w i can hear innh gfla belmfta7

i walked around l.shga,, it was very clean.. i loved the colors in here. but i want mama i want to go back home.. im in a 'skkeer w 5mmeer' place
i know its my last days here...






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CHAPTER1

its 2am.. Mom is in her room..
Salma and I in our room.. Reem and rama in their room..

mom isn't sleeping, even salma is'nt sleeping, even me, we're all pretending that we're sleeping but we're not.. we're just staying strong for each others

Dad? ooh yes dad..
you'll find my dad wherever bitches and drugs are..

i'm not sleeping im just thinking of everything..
Dad, mom, me, salma and her daughter rama, my small sister reem..

i felt a move in the living room, i got up and i walked to the door


Salma: wajd where are you going?

Me: i just heard a voice, w i wanna check who's out side..

Salma: take care 6ieb

i went out to see reem hugging her old doll and tearing.. even her doll seemes to be suffering from her tears..

i went and sat next to her, i hugged her really tight then i started to play with her hair

Me: reem what's wrong 7beeby?

Reem: i heard dad's car.. i wanna take all the kicks and slaps.. i dont want my hair also, bs maby mama yjeha shy nayma..

Me: reem!!!!!!! don't ever say this again, baba bs ymz7 m3 mama!

Reem: then why mama is craying all the time?

Me: meme go to sleep..

she went to her room

i stayed out, i cant hear salma's whining anymore..

i dont want to sleep with mom.. i cant take her silent tears..

i dont want to sleep with the girls.. to hear their laughs and tears while they're sleeping. i hate to see them having nightmares..

actually it was 5:30AM.. so i lay down on the coach..



i woke up on reem and rama shaking me


Me: WHAT'S WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!

Reem: gume wajd baba jaa bsr3a!

i woke up bsr3a w r7t 97et salma.. we all sat on the coach.waiting for him to enter..

he came in.. he gave us dirty looks.. then he walked to his room, he did he's daily routine: he slaped mom then he pulled her from her hair to the living room, he started hitting her, mom got used to this so she didn't cry..

Dad: 3la l.3'rfa YAALLLAAAAAAAA.

she walked to her room..

Dad: *looking to salma* enty men bkra tngl3een bet zojek enty w bentek mabe ashufkm hna

Salma: inshallah abooy *she got used to also*

Dad:*to me*  wenty ya g7** bkra tjhzen l.sa3a 12 l.shbab ybun yshufunek.

i looked to salma and she gave me the say inshallah looks

Me: inshallah.

he walked to he's room and slapped the door..

Reem: gltlk baba ma ymz7 gltlk.

Me: reem glt mabe asm3, raama 54eha w ru7u namu yalla lsa l.sa3a 7

Rama: inshallah 5ala.

yeah thats our life,,
im wajd 18 years.. tall,tanned,skinny,tall brown hair..
my eldest sister is Salma she's divorced with her 9 years daughter Rama
Salma is beautiful.. like really. her eyes, her lips everything! her tall straight hair>>
my baby sister is Reem is 9 years old, Rama and Reem are my life.
mom WAS beautiful.. but the life,,
actually both salma and i we looks alot like mama we're just gorgeous like mama.



i woke up 3la 9:00AM
i cleaned the home then i did some breakfast for me and salma and the girls

i heard some noise outside
i left everything and ran outside to see mama rolling on the stair.

i raan to hold her between my arms.. to hold this scrawny body, this tired full of bruises semi-body
i hagged her really tight i heard dads coming down the stair.. going to his bitch..
he kicked my back really hard..
but i dont care,, im not feeling anything but mom

mom: ru7e 97ehm im ok,,

i kissed her head,, we got used to this.

i ran up the stairs w i woke them up with a smile and songs and shouting,, yeah im pretending that im strong for them,because i want the kids to feel their childhood
and i want salma to feel that she's home again

i was waiting for salma to finish her things :D
so i grabbed my blackberry and i start checking bbms

i found a msg from samy *my best friend-wld 5alty*

SG
-Guuumiii yalla wjjj33 nomat ahl l.kahf
-PING!!!
-PING!!!
-PING!!!
-PING!!!
-PING!!!

WAJD
-3ma inshalla men awal gayma bs twny ashoof :$
-ezbda ingl3 wesh tbe?

SG
-wla  shy gmt l.9ba7 6fshan mrra gllt bshuf en knty gayma wla la2
-feh l.mjnon wla la2?

he meant by l.mjnoon dad..

WAJD
-la2 6al3 =))

SG
-ok jykm ana shufe aish tbun f6oor

WAJD
-noo manb3'a bss twnyy mswya f6ur! w a9ln 5aly 3bdelra7man jayna 3la l.3'da!

SG
-okk 7lu bje w ag3d

hours passed samy came and played shwy with my angels,, the we played ps3 w b3dain we talked salma w him and i..




Mom: *from downstair* BNAAAT WAJD SALMA REEEEM RAMAA SAAMY YAALLA 5ALKM JAA L.3'DAA


we went down w slmna 3la 5aly w tklmna shwy

5aly: bnat ana bstsherkm bshy
me: tf6'l !
5aly: bnat ana weddy wlla abl3' 3la abookm..
salma: 5aly lw sm7t gbl la tkml e7na raf9'een ha4a l.shy ha4a abona w bje l.youm elle ymskoh l.shhr6a. t5yle lw t3afa? bg3d 6ool 3mrna y2nbna 6'merna.. e7na ma nbe ha4a l.shy...
5aly:  W OMKM! E5TY 66OOOL 3MRHA BTN4L 3SHANKM! WLLAH MA YWGFNE 3NH SHY W BTSHOFOON YA BNAT 3BDALLAH 
and he left our home..
mom with the made started to pick up and clean the table bddon 9out
samy ra7 wra 5aly
reem and rama went up to their room
and salma and i went to ours

salma: wajd beybl3' 3leh
me:HEE WONT SALMA MA TFHMEEN HE WONT DAYMN YSWELNA NFS L.MWAL
salma: la t9r5een waaajd! wllah a7s bey9eer shy
me: 9dgene it wont took long len ma l.shr6a ymskonah ho w elle m3ah
salma: wajd ommy! wajd bnatna l.93'ar.. m3ah 7g 5aly.
me: salma 3endk 3'eer ha4a l.klam? BLA3' 3LA ABOY MAFE TFHMEEN? MAFE T3RFEEN AISH Y3NE ABOOK HA4A?
salma: wajd mabe a3le 9oute.. bs t3rfeen aish y3ne m5drat?

i gave her a look enh forget about it w i walked out the room w slapped the door..

i went down to mama
i gave her l.7boob l.muhade2a w she completed washing dishes.. this's mom t6l3 7rt'ha b2y shy

me: ommy kefek l.7een
mama rahaf: kwysa mama tbeen shy
me: la mama bs madre
mama: guly aish tb3'e?
me: mama salma was talking to me about mw9'oo3 5al..
mama: *threw the dish hard from her hands* WAJD E6L3E MEN GDAME ENTY 3ARFA ENNE GAYLTLK MST7EL NBL3'! WAAJD MO 3SHANH BS T3RFEEN AISH Y3NE M5DRAT! Y3NE E7NA N9EER MNBO4EEN LW A7D DRA! Y3NE ENTU MA 3AD FEH AMAL TTZWJOON W5RE 3N WJHE BSR3AA
me: inshallah..

i walked up.. salma was playing with the girls in the living room,,

i went to my room and i threw my self on the bed hopping im gonna sleep..
i kept thinking about 5aly

salma

mama

baba

reem

rama

me..

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