CHAPTER20

mama: WSSHH LABSA

me: aish tshofen?

she started to cry :') ooohh god

i ran and i hugged her

me: laish z3laanaa bt9eren jda

mama: 7beebty kbrty

and she smiled an indescribable smile :') and she said: kbrty wajd

we started a tears party

salma joined

mama: alla y7f6'km <3

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8 months later

my tummy is so huge now

and my faris is growing up inside me

well 8 months everything was soo amazing between me and everyone

hanouf and lama send a gift for faris everyday

majeed kept surprising me everyday with some thing new

we made a room for our baby

everything was perfect

kln mdl3nyy ella mama tshrbny ashya2 63maha 5ays

so its thursday

i was setting bel9ala and majeed was in the bathroom

me: MAAJJJEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDD

majeed came running:shfeeeekiii

me: yttt77rrrkkk faris t3aal shoouff

majeed: e7lffyyyy

he sat jnby w 76 yda 3la b6ny

he started to smile

with happiness

majeed: yallaaa 6l3eeh

me: la abeeh 7lu shklyy :(

majeed: eeh wllaah ya zenk

me: yooh 7beebyy :$

+18

amz7 amz7 we just kissed =))

majeed: 6ieb gume elbsy

me: yaallaaaa, bsmellaah

and wgft w r7t albs

i wore

iwent out to find majeed reading a news paper

me: im done lets go

majeed: hah t3ale t3ale

me: shtby

majeed: ashouf rjlk

me: shfeha

majeed: ROOOO77YY 3'YREE

me: yumma majeed laish

majeed: bsr3aa

me: majeed 3ade mar7 y9eer fe l.baby shy

majeed: adre ma b9eer feh shy

me: so lets go

majeed came and he hugged me
but guess whhat
i missed majeed's hugs
we cant hug well :c
our bbaby is between us
then he said with a low voice
majeed: ana ma ag9d l.baby.. ana ag9d omh w 6'hr omh.. ma 3endy 3'erk ana..
i dunno



i want to cryy


i just went to the room and i changed into

bs 3la rmady.. or red... i dunno entyy t5ylle


back to the storyy


i went out
i hugged him

me: tdre shkthr a7bk

majeed: la shkthr

me: a7bk kthr elle malh kthr ya 3umrrii

majeed: sh3endahaa wjoodyy

i hit him bshweesh 3la ktfa
me: s5eeeef

he laughed and we got out to the car

ezbda w9lna

d5lt 3nd l.7reem

majeed's aunts started to: ( men mta 7mlty, la tdgoon wla tslmoon, ytrba b3zkm, mabrrok)

i had to do the: ( wkkah m3laish, 2ameen, tslmeen, allah ybarklk) soo i did

after kl 4a we had launch w klhm ra7y ella ana w majeed w mama maha w amjad and seeta

we were sitting bel9ala and majeed was putting his hands on my tummy cause faris was moving

seeta: a9ln myt ma  yt7rk

amjad: seetttaa mammyyy never say ki4a wesh4aa bsmellah 3leh

seeta: im sorry mom

we laughed

seeta: 5alu, ana ishtreet a grey dress, and i have a huge tummy but i left it  at home

majeed: hahaaa nnoooo ilove wajd more

seeta: NNNOOOO YYYYOOOUUUU DDDOOONNNTTTTTTT

and she came running from far away

and guess whaat

guess

she hit me with both of her hands and her head on my tummy

immm iinnnn pain :')

i dunno i wasnt with them i started to tear up

i just heard amjad shouting

and majeed pressing on my hand

amd mama maha's wheel chair :')

this kid......................

majeed: feek shyyy wajd

i faked a smile

me: mafeny shyy ya 3umrii

majeed:goume mstashfaa

me: laa majeeddd hw mafe shyy

majeed: SEETTTAAA AREE YOOOU HAAAPPPYY NOOWWW, GGOOOO TO YOUR ROOOM NOW I DONT WANT TO SEEE YYOOUUU HEREE CLEAR??????????????

she ran upstairs

amjad: MAJEEEDDD LAAAA T9AAR5 3L BENT RW3TAHAAA

majeed: TSTAAAHAAAL TDREEN LW 9AR FWAJD WLA L.BABY SHYYY

amjad: LLAAA TRF3 9OUTAK

majeed: AMJADDD W5RE WLLAAH Y9EER SHY MA YR6'EEK

amjad: WESH BTS..........

mama maha: TGDROOON TSKITOOON L.7EEN 3EEB 3LEKOM LA 7SHEMA WLA 7YAA MA KNY MWJOODA ANA??????????

majeed came next to me and amjad went to her silly seeta

majeed: y3wrk 7beeby

i didnt answer him i was soo scared

me: mama ma yt7rk kan yl3b awal

mama maha: eeh m3laish ya 3umrii 3ade la tshelen hm, majeed gm jb moya barda mra

he went bsr3a and came back

mama maha: drink it fast

i did..

mama m.: t7rk

me: la..

mama m.:  sa3a lw ma t7rk rou7u mstashfa

majeed: WLLAAAH LW 9AAR SHY LA A4B7HA L.BZR

me: kaafeeeee majeed 5la9 hy bzr hhwww

an hour later

majeed was moving his hand all the time on my tummy

faris still didnt move

majeed: goumy mstashfa

me: laaa 5la9..brou7 7mmam

i stoodup

aannddd

majeed: WAAJJDD TNZFEEN BSR3A ELBSY 3BATK BBSSRR3AAA

i didnt know whhat to do

i wanted to die

i just sat down back again

closed my eyes

and i dont know what happened then

i woke up

in the hospetal

yes,,, in there

me: majeeddd wenak

majeed: hna ana hnaa

me: shfek wjhak k4a??

majeed: mafeny shyy

me: shfeek...

majeed:t3baan 7bebty bs

me: shgalt l.dr

majeed: faris mafeeh shy ya 3umryy... bs btg3deen esboo3 hena 3la muthabit 7mil

me: Y3NEE 9ARLAA SHYYY

majeed: la ya mama laaaa !

me: aby mama

majeed: ma y9l7 7beebty ma y9l7

i looked at him then i closed my eyes

i started to think what about if i lost my baby

what if anything went wrong 

what if l.muthbt didnt work well 

ييااااا رب تحفظنا يييااا رب لا تضيع لي تعب..................

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eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey,,, enjoy reading this and give me comments :(

im sorry ly ftra 6weela i didnt post :(

but you know life

ezbdaa illyyyssssmmm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@ablogger105