its 2am.. Mom is in her room..
Salma and I in our room.. Reem and rama in their room..
mom isn't sleeping, even salma is'nt sleeping, even me, we're all pretending that we're sleeping but we're not.. we're just staying strong for each others
Dad? ooh yes dad..
you'll find my dad wherever bitches and drugs are..
i'm not sleeping im just thinking of everything..
Dad, mom, me, salma and her daughter rama, my small sister reem..
i felt a move in the living room, i got up and i walked to the door
Salma: wajd where are you going?
Me: i just heard a voice, w i wanna check who's out side..
Salma: take care 6ieb
i went out to see reem hugging her old doll and tearing.. even her doll seemes to be suffering from her tears..
i went and sat next to her, i hugged her really tight then i started to play with her hair
Me: reem what's wrong 7beeby?
Reem: i heard dad's car.. i wanna take all the kicks and slaps.. i dont want my hair also, bs maby mama yjeha shy nayma..
Me: reem!!!!!!! don't ever say this again, baba bs ymz7 m3 mama!
Reem: then why mama is craying all the time?
Me: meme go to sleep..
she went to her room
i stayed out, i cant hear salma's whining anymore..
i dont want to sleep with mom.. i cant take her silent tears..
i dont want to sleep with the girls.. to hear their laughs and tears while they're sleeping. i hate to see them having nightmares..
actually it was 5:30AM.. so i lay down on the coach..
i woke up on reem and rama shaking me
Me: WHAT'S WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!
Reem: gume wajd baba jaa bsr3a!
i woke up bsr3a w r7t 97et salma.. we all sat on the coach.waiting for him to enter..
he came in.. he gave us dirty looks.. then he walked to his room, he did he's daily routine: he slaped mom then he pulled her from her hair to the living room, he started hitting her, mom got used to this so she didn't cry..
Dad: 3la l.3'rfa YAALLLAAAAAAAA.
she walked to her room..
Dad: *looking to salma* enty men bkra tngl3een bet zojek enty w bentek mabe ashufkm hna
Salma: inshallah abooy *she got used to also*
Dad:*to me* wenty ya g7** bkra tjhzen l.sa3a 12 l.shbab ybun yshufunek.
i looked to salma and she gave me the say inshallah looks
Me: inshallah.
he walked to he's room and slapped the door..
Reem: gltlk baba ma ymz7 gltlk.
Me: reem glt mabe asm3, raama 54eha w ru7u namu yalla lsa l.sa3a 7
Rama: inshallah 5ala.
yeah thats our life,,
im wajd 18 years.. tall,tanned,skinny,tall brown hair..
my eldest sister is Salma she's divorced with her 9 years daughter Rama
Salma is beautiful.. like really. her eyes, her lips everything! her tall straight hair>>
my baby sister is Reem is 9 years old, Rama and Reem are my life.
mom WAS beautiful.. but the life,,
actually both salma and i we looks alot like mama we're just gorgeous like mama.
i woke up 3la 9:00AM
i cleaned the home then i did some breakfast for me and salma and the girls
i heard some noise outside
i left everything and ran outside to see mama rolling on the stair.
i raan to hold her between my arms.. to hold this scrawny body, this tired full of bruises semi-body
i hagged her really tight i heard dads coming down the stair.. going to his bitch..
he kicked my back really hard..
but i dont care,, im not feeling anything but mom
mom: ru7e 97ehm im ok,,
i kissed her head,, we got used to this.
i ran up the stairs w i woke them up with a smile and songs and shouting,, yeah im pretending that im strong for them,because i want the kids to feel their childhood
and i want salma to feel that she's home again
i was waiting for salma to finish her things :D
so i grabbed my blackberry and i start checking bbms
i found a msg from samy *my best friend-wld 5alty*
SG
-Guuumiii yalla wjjj33 nomat ahl l.kahf
-PING!!!
-PING!!!
-PING!!!
-PING!!!
-PING!!!
WAJD
-3ma inshalla men awal gayma bs twny ashoof :$
-ezbda ingl3 wesh tbe?
SG
-wla shy gmt l.9ba7 6fshan mrra gllt bshuf en knty gayma wla la2
-feh l.mjnon wla la2?
he meant by l.mjnoon dad..
WAJD
-la2 6al3 =))
SG
-ok jykm ana shufe aish tbun f6oor
WAJD
-noo manb3'a bss twnyy mswya f6ur! w a9ln 5aly 3bdelra7man jayna 3la l.3'da!
SG
-okk 7lu bje w ag3d
hours passed samy came and played shwy with my angels,, the we played ps3 w b3dain we talked salma w him and i..
Mom: *from downstair* BNAAAT WAJD SALMA REEEEM RAMAA SAAMY YAALLA 5ALKM JAA L.3'DAA
we went down w slmna 3la 5aly w tklmna shwy
5aly: bnat ana bstsherkm bshy
me: tf6'l !
5aly: bnat ana weddy wlla abl3' 3la abookm..
salma: 5aly lw sm7t gbl la tkml e7na raf9'een ha4a l.shy ha4a abona w bje l.youm elle ymskoh l.shhr6a. t5yle lw t3afa? bg3d 6ool 3mrna y2nbna 6'merna.. e7na ma nbe ha4a l.shy...
5aly: W OMKM! E5TY 66OOOL 3MRHA BTN4L 3SHANKM! WLLAH MA YWGFNE 3NH SHY W BTSHOFOON YA BNAT 3BDALLAH
and he left our home..
mom with the made started to pick up and clean the table bddon 9out
samy ra7 wra 5aly
reem and rama went up to their room
and salma and i went to ours
salma: wajd beybl3' 3leh
me:HEE WONT SALMA MA TFHMEEN HE WONT DAYMN YSWELNA NFS L.MWAL
salma: la t9r5een waaajd! wllah a7s bey9eer shy
me: 9dgene it wont took long len ma l.shr6a ymskonah ho w elle m3ah
salma: wajd ommy! wajd bnatna l.93'ar.. m3ah 7g 5aly.
me: salma 3endk 3'eer ha4a l.klam? BLA3' 3LA ABOY MAFE TFHMEEN? MAFE T3RFEEN AISH Y3NE ABOOK HA4A?
salma: wajd mabe a3le 9oute.. bs t3rfeen aish y3ne m5drat?
i gave her a look enh forget about it w i walked out the room w slapped the door..
i went down to mama
i gave her l.7boob l.muhade2a w she completed washing dishes.. this's mom t6l3 7rt'ha b2y shy
me: ommy kefek l.7een
mama rahaf: kwysa mama tbeen shy
me: la mama bs madre
mama: guly aish tb3'e?
me: mama salma was talking to me about mw9'oo3 5al..
mama: *threw the dish hard from her hands* WAJD E6L3E MEN GDAME ENTY 3ARFA ENNE GAYLTLK MST7EL NBL3'! WAAJD MO 3SHANH BS T3RFEEN AISH Y3NE M5DRAT! Y3NE E7NA N9EER MNBO4EEN LW A7D DRA! Y3NE ENTU MA 3AD FEH AMAL TTZWJOON W5RE 3N WJHE BSR3AA
me: inshallah..
i walked up.. salma was playing with the girls in the living room,,
i went to my room and i threw my self on the bed hopping im gonna sleep..
i kept thinking about 5aly
salma
mama
baba
reem
rama
me..
****************
i really hope you'll like the new story,, itll be different inshallah..
feedbacks and comments please<3
with love
@ablogger105
Salma and I in our room.. Reem and rama in their room..
mom isn't sleeping, even salma is'nt sleeping, even me, we're all pretending that we're sleeping but we're not.. we're just staying strong for each others
Dad? ooh yes dad..
you'll find my dad wherever bitches and drugs are..
i'm not sleeping im just thinking of everything..
Dad, mom, me, salma and her daughter rama, my small sister reem..
i felt a move in the living room, i got up and i walked to the door
Salma: wajd where are you going?
Me: i just heard a voice, w i wanna check who's out side..
Salma: take care 6ieb
i went out to see reem hugging her old doll and tearing.. even her doll seemes to be suffering from her tears..
i went and sat next to her, i hugged her really tight then i started to play with her hair
Me: reem what's wrong 7beeby?
Reem: i heard dad's car.. i wanna take all the kicks and slaps.. i dont want my hair also, bs maby mama yjeha shy nayma..
Me: reem!!!!!!! don't ever say this again, baba bs ymz7 m3 mama!
Reem: then why mama is craying all the time?
Me: meme go to sleep..
she went to her room
i stayed out, i cant hear salma's whining anymore..
i dont want to sleep with mom.. i cant take her silent tears..
i dont want to sleep with the girls.. to hear their laughs and tears while they're sleeping. i hate to see them having nightmares..
actually it was 5:30AM.. so i lay down on the coach..
i woke up on reem and rama shaking me
Me: WHAT'S WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!
Reem: gume wajd baba jaa bsr3a!
i woke up bsr3a w r7t 97et salma.. we all sat on the coach.waiting for him to enter..
he came in.. he gave us dirty looks.. then he walked to his room, he did he's daily routine: he slaped mom then he pulled her from her hair to the living room, he started hitting her, mom got used to this so she didn't cry..
Dad: 3la l.3'rfa YAALLLAAAAAAAA.
she walked to her room..
Dad: *looking to salma* enty men bkra tngl3een bet zojek enty w bentek mabe ashufkm hna
Salma: inshallah abooy *she got used to also*
Dad:*to me* wenty ya g7** bkra tjhzen l.sa3a 12 l.shbab ybun yshufunek.
i looked to salma and she gave me the say inshallah looks
Me: inshallah.
he walked to he's room and slapped the door..
Reem: gltlk baba ma ymz7 gltlk.
Me: reem glt mabe asm3, raama 54eha w ru7u namu yalla lsa l.sa3a 7
Rama: inshallah 5ala.
yeah thats our life,,
im wajd 18 years.. tall,tanned,skinny,tall brown hair..
my eldest sister is Salma she's divorced with her 9 years daughter Rama
Salma is beautiful.. like really. her eyes, her lips everything! her tall straight hair>>
my baby sister is Reem is 9 years old, Rama and Reem are my life.
mom WAS beautiful.. but the life,,
actually both salma and i we looks alot like mama we're just gorgeous like mama.
i woke up 3la 9:00AM
i cleaned the home then i did some breakfast for me and salma and the girls
i heard some noise outside
i left everything and ran outside to see mama rolling on the stair.
i raan to hold her between my arms.. to hold this scrawny body, this tired full of bruises semi-body
i hagged her really tight i heard dads coming down the stair.. going to his bitch..
he kicked my back really hard..
but i dont care,, im not feeling anything but mom
mom: ru7e 97ehm im ok,,
i kissed her head,, we got used to this.
i ran up the stairs w i woke them up with a smile and songs and shouting,, yeah im pretending that im strong for them,because i want the kids to feel their childhood
and i want salma to feel that she's home again
i was waiting for salma to finish her things :D
so i grabbed my blackberry and i start checking bbms
i found a msg from samy *my best friend-wld 5alty*
SG
-Guuumiii yalla wjjj33 nomat ahl l.kahf
-PING!!!
-PING!!!
-PING!!!
-PING!!!
-PING!!!
WAJD
-3ma inshalla men awal gayma bs twny ashoof :$
-ezbda ingl3 wesh tbe?
SG
-wla shy gmt l.9ba7 6fshan mrra gllt bshuf en knty gayma wla la2
-feh l.mjnon wla la2?
he meant by l.mjnoon dad..
WAJD
-la2 6al3 =))
SG
-ok jykm ana shufe aish tbun f6oor
WAJD
-noo manb3'a bss twnyy mswya f6ur! w a9ln 5aly 3bdelra7man jayna 3la l.3'da!
SG
-okk 7lu bje w ag3d
hours passed samy came and played shwy with my angels,, the we played ps3 w b3dain we talked salma w him and i..
Mom: *from downstair* BNAAAT WAJD SALMA REEEEM RAMAA SAAMY YAALLA 5ALKM JAA L.3'DAA
we went down w slmna 3la 5aly w tklmna shwy
5aly: bnat ana bstsherkm bshy
me: tf6'l !
5aly: bnat ana weddy wlla abl3' 3la abookm..
salma: 5aly lw sm7t gbl la tkml e7na raf9'een ha4a l.shy ha4a abona w bje l.youm elle ymskoh l.shhr6a. t5yle lw t3afa? bg3d 6ool 3mrna y2nbna 6'merna.. e7na ma nbe ha4a l.shy...
5aly: W OMKM! E5TY 66OOOL 3MRHA BTN4L 3SHANKM! WLLAH MA YWGFNE 3NH SHY W BTSHOFOON YA BNAT 3BDALLAH
and he left our home..
mom with the made started to pick up and clean the table bddon 9out
samy ra7 wra 5aly
reem and rama went up to their room
and salma and i went to ours
salma: wajd beybl3' 3leh
me:HEE WONT SALMA MA TFHMEEN HE WONT DAYMN YSWELNA NFS L.MWAL
salma: la t9r5een waaajd! wllah a7s bey9eer shy
me: 9dgene it wont took long len ma l.shr6a ymskonah ho w elle m3ah
salma: wajd ommy! wajd bnatna l.93'ar.. m3ah 7g 5aly.
me: salma 3endk 3'eer ha4a l.klam? BLA3' 3LA ABOY MAFE TFHMEEN? MAFE T3RFEEN AISH Y3NE ABOOK HA4A?
salma: wajd mabe a3le 9oute.. bs t3rfeen aish y3ne m5drat?
i gave her a look enh forget about it w i walked out the room w slapped the door..
i went down to mama
i gave her l.7boob l.muhade2a w she completed washing dishes.. this's mom t6l3 7rt'ha b2y shy
me: ommy kefek l.7een
mama rahaf: kwysa mama tbeen shy
me: la mama bs madre
mama: guly aish tb3'e?
me: mama salma was talking to me about mw9'oo3 5al..
mama: *threw the dish hard from her hands* WAJD E6L3E MEN GDAME ENTY 3ARFA ENNE GAYLTLK MST7EL NBL3'! WAAJD MO 3SHANH BS T3RFEEN AISH Y3NE M5DRAT! Y3NE E7NA N9EER MNBO4EEN LW A7D DRA! Y3NE ENTU MA 3AD FEH AMAL TTZWJOON W5RE 3N WJHE BSR3AA
me: inshallah..
i walked up.. salma was playing with the girls in the living room,,
i went to my room and i threw my self on the bed hopping im gonna sleep..
i kept thinking about 5aly
salma
mama
baba
reem
rama
me..
****************
i really hope you'll like the new story,, itll be different inshallah..
feedbacks and comments please<3
with love
@ablogger105
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