CHAPTER2

i woke up next morning, i check my phone and it was 12:00PM
ok im shocked!
wen baba? i mean ma ja! ween rama w reem? salma nayma?
a moment later w heard dad shouting from out side,,
we all ran out


dad: esm3ony zeen w mabe a7d ytklm
rahaf l.youm ta54een bnatek klhm 3la l.soog.. l.leel 3rs wajd bentk









what? whatwhatwhat? noway







me:N3M! MU BKEFK SKTNALK KTHEER LAKN TMADEET.. HNA W B...


 yes he slapped me hard,,


dad: t7sbeeny a54 rayek? 3gbal ma aftk men a5watk wrak.. tdreen men ha4a? ha4a kberna ya mama, ha4a b36ene 14 kees.. 14 t3rfeen aish y3ne



ijust ran to my room
i hugged my pillow, no im not crying..
im just adjeoifcjb.
i want to die
am i going to marry a hooked? am i going to live like mom? im going to die im sure..
this aint gonna happen, ill not.. you'll not marry a drugs man wajd..
i got up, walked to the bathroom w tw9'eet w 9let and i read 8ur2an..
salma came shwy and hugged me
mom did the same
they tried to get me out from this mood,, but guess what? today is my wedding

















time passed,, the Hairdresser came.. i didnt say anything..
she just make me my hair and makeup

i walked to my mom
me: mama why are you doing all this? its my consolation. why are you doing all of this im not getting marry mom

mom just took me to the room and she let me change into a white dress, i didnt even bother my self to look at the mirror..

and what.. and they took me down to alshai5 to do wedding things

i kept replying him yes yes yes yes without even knowing "my husband" name..

they took me up to my room

i kept staring at my self on the mirror
why? why im looking like this for drugs person? why all the hair and the makeup and the dress is going to a drugs man.. 7ram ra7t 3leke ya wajd,, ra7t 3leke ya wwajd


im goin ti die tonight,, i know

salma knocked on the door w she sat with me shwy then dad start yelling from down

dad: RAHAAAF YA BNT L.KLB,, SALMA YA J3LK L.MOOT NZLOO WAJD YALLA

i walked down with my white dress..
i got into the ml7g and they looked the door on me..









buut waait im not alone
someone is here with me
someone who's wearing a thoob and 3'tra

i started to kick the door hard and shout: 6L3OOONE OOMMY  SALMA EFT7OO L.BAB 6L3OOONY MEN HNAA 6L333OONYY

....: "while holding me hard" istahde belr7man w ijlse sam3tne wgfe w ejlse

me: w555r 3nne men ent w555rrrrr

he pulled me by my hand and he threw me on the coach
i didnt move,,






i saw him laying his body on the coach..










time passed..now its 9:00AM



I didnt sleep all night thinking about how my future life will look like

im pretty sure that i have mascara and eyeliner all over my face but who cares?

the strange man or "husband" oppened the door

....: ru7y slme 3la ommmik w jebe a3'ra6'ik

me: leh aslm 3la ommy ent m9dg elle 9ar? men ent? ana ajeb ashya2e? HEEEEH T777LLMMMM ENT ENTTT 3''BEEE ENT T7LMMMMM.

....: E7TRME NFSEK W ISMY 3BDEKMAJEED ANA MUU HEEEH! FAHMA 5LENE M7TRM M3EK A7SNLIK


i gave him my back a i ran to mama inside i hugged her really tight, i know i wont see her never again, i hugged salma, reem, rama :') im leaving them forever

i took my bags then i walked out to majeed or idk what is his name,,

he told me to stay here and he got in,, he talked with mama but i cant hear what did he said to her

he got out w he placed bags in the car w he said: yalla irkbe

i sat back in the car w i closed the door,,

3bdelmajeed: SHAYFTNY SWAAAG? i6l3e gdam ya wajd

me: laish a6l3 gdam?meen enty 3shan ana a6l3 gdam?

3bdelmajeed: TKFEN MALY 5LGK I6L3EEE

i went and i sat next to him

he kept driving the car.. he looked like he's pissed off,, yeah sure ma a54 l.jr3a 7gah l.youm


we kept driving driving and driving we will complete 2 hours walking and idk to where im going.

we stopped inront of a huge old building.. it looked scary

3bdelmajeed: 3'6y wjhek w enzly

me: t7lm.. mneeb nazla

3bdelmajeed: enzly BSR3AA

i got outt the car and he ordered me to follow him,,
we got into the building..
i can smell a very bad thing
i just want to throwup

i see the whisky bottles everywhere..
we got into the elevator to the last floor

he pushed me into an apartment and he said: 3endk kl shy hna i4a t7tajeen shy klmene w la t5afe l.telephone ma ydg ella 3la ha4a l.rgm, feel free to do anything ha4a betek
w 5lene ashof shy 3'l6
MA TLOOMEEEN ELLA NFSEK FAHMA?

and he slapped the door after him w i can hear innh gfla belmfta7

i walked around l.shga,, it was very clean.. i loved the colors in here. but i want mama i want to go back home.. im in a 'skkeer w 5mmeer' place
i know its my last days here...






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